My best friend Britta texted me the other day… “I found your husband and gave him your number!! You’re welcome!”

I thought she was joking. But a couple hours later, I got a text from this boy in Britta’s speech class. Apparently after he gave a speech on how important God and his family were to him he asked the class if anyone had any questions. Britta’s hand eagerly shot up… “Are you single? Because my best friend is PERFECT FOR YOU!”

And if your wondering about the boy, we didn’t text longer than a day. I know, I get it–it could’ve been a cute story. I have to worry about other things currently and for some reason didn’t feel like he was important to invest my time in. However, what I learned that day giggling with Britta was that I found a friend for life.

I found an advocate, cheerleader and longtime fellow adventurer through life. Britta isn’t the only friend I have with those characteristics. Some friends I’ve known for awhile and some only recently, like my friend, Emma Erhard, who yells at me every time I apologize and says, “Grace, I’m your friend that’s why I do what I do. Now, stop saying sorry.”

I think it is natural for us to say sorry when people go out of their way to help us because we aren’t used to it. I know I am still not used to it. But when you have great friends, you do nice things that may be an inconvenience because you care. Sadly, I remember what it was like to have a bunch of people I called “friends” not genuinely care about me.

Sometimes I remember the girl who used to cry because she felt like she didn’t have many genuine friends. She was crying because she felt she didn’t belong to a group, clique, or anything. The homecoming court, “popular” class president secretly felt as if none of her friends actually liked her. She felt her friendships consisted more of drama than of genuine conversations. They were competitive. Everyone was cheering for themselves. Very few would ever give a cute boy my number.

So to the girl who feels like she doesn’t belong: relax. We always say it is the “Christian woman” thing to do is pray for your future husband. Trust me, I’m all about that and believe praying for the man you will spend the rest of our life is important. But why don’t we, as women, pray for the women who will be our bridesmaids one day. Pray for the woman who will one day be the last minute babysitter for your child, and the woman who will help you get little Timmy to soccer practice and sweet pigtail Polly to ballet lessons. Friends who will eat Ben & Jerry’s with you when your heart is broken and remind you that the guy who won’t even buy you dinner isn’t worth your time. Friends who point you to Christ and love you in the way your Creator intended you to love. Friendships founded on Christ, not a similar sport or the fact your mothers were sorority sisters back in the day. Friendships that push you. Friendships that are not competitive.

You deserve friends who will tell you that your sweater is ugly and the boy is bad news. You deserve friends who feel like family. Friends who are willing to watch Mean Girls with you for the 4213124th time and put on your favorite T-Swift song when you are feeling sad.

These friends may take time. You may be in a season of loneliness right now, but trust me, if you desire a community that loves you like Jesus and you pray about it–He will provide. I learned this from personal experience. He will give you the desires of your heart.

“Take delight in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart.” Psalm 37:4

However, it may take time. And I appreciate my friends now more than ever because of the season of loneliness I once had. Pray for your future bridesmaids and find friends who push you to grow– not friends who compete with you.

You are beautiful, treasured, and important. You deserve friends who see your uniqueness and celebrate your imperfections. Friends who will give cute boys your phone numbers. Friends who will do squats with you, but also eat In-N-Out with you at 1am because of test week. You deserve friends who see your flaws and look at you and say, “yep, that’s my best friend, go best friend.”

Pray for that and wait for that. Don’t settle for mediocre friendships or friends who care more about boys than you. Be patient. And be that kind of friend to others. You deserve community. You deserve the kind of bridesmaids worth waiting for.

β€œIs any pleasure on earth as great as a circle of Christian friends by a good fire?”

C.S. Lewis

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Proverbs 27:17
As iron sharpens iron, so a friend sharpens a friend.

Written by Grace Valentine

I love Jesus, diet coke and sunflowers. I wish I lived in the mountains, but love the two states I call home--Louisiana and Texas. I can watch Criminal Minds all day and dream of one day owning an ice cream truck for fun. However, my main goal in life is that more girls will realize the worth they have through Christ Jesus--and with Him and Him only we are enough.

18 comments

  1. I was in a season of loneliness, wondering where my “someday-bridesmaids” friends were…but God is forever faithful. Throughout that time I felt as if God were teaching me that He offers the sweetest friendship. This past summer though, God put my second cousin and I together, and she is the most amazing person and friend, definitely worth waiting for! <3

  2. WOW!! Grace thank you so much I just need to express my gratitude towards you. I wait eagerly everyday to see if you’ve posted a new article and honestly my heart jumps for joy when you do and they’re all amazing and helped me so much but I just can’t even out into words what this article has done for me. The past couple of years I’ve struggled with loneliness and honestly don’t have a single friend but I pray on it everyday and this article has given me faith that God will provide and it’ll come. Thank you, I love you so much! God Bless!

  3. i found your blog on insta, and I immediately fell in love!! last week was a really hard week for me, and I read this blog every. single. morning. thank you so much!! if you have any time and wanna hear about my rough week please go visit my blog and read the windy city!! littlebitofwhit.wordpress.com xoxo

  4. This COMPLETELY relates to me. Since senior year of high school to now – my sophomore year in college – I have been in this season of loneliness. Throughout high school I was stuck in a group of drama, competitions, and pettiness that I can’t even believe I put up with for so long. Now in college, I have the usual school/work friends but I’m needing a BFF that genuinely loves me and ISNT trying to compete with me. Of course I’m not saying I don’t have friends, but the 2 main ones I do are basically one-way friendships. I’m always listening, never talking, if that makes sense. Anyways, I’m in need of a girl bestie for life – like what you werre talking about. I’ve been praying but so far nothing yet. I know He’ll come through soon… all I hav to do is wait and trust. πŸ™‚ thank you for this post.

  5. I recently just found your blog, and instantly I knew I needed to read more of your work. This article, as many others, touches my heart. I’m going through that “season of loneliness” and it’s tearing me apart. It’s affecting who I am and the only way to get past this is prayer. I stopped halfway through your article to pray. Thank you for your words, you don’t know how much they are going to change my life. I am looking forward to reading everything you post in the future!

  6. Thank you for this post! I am new to this and I just came across your blog. I absolutely love this one! I can really relate to this right now. I’m so happy that you found amazing friends, and I’m truly hoping that I find great friends soon who really care about me. Even having one TRUE friend would mean so much to me. I feel like I’m still searching for that feeling. Can’t wait to read more of your blogs!!

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